xia0xin

2011-12-11T18:12:00.001+08:00

我觉得我超没用的！
人不美，不讨喜，说话很直又伤人。没钱又没学历。不是一个好女儿，好朋友，好姐姐更不是一位好太太。
我不知道该怎么办. ):

Sisters❤

2011-12-03T13:30:00.001+08:00

Bought 3 BB cream from Beauty Credit. One for SH and SX. And one for myself! Hees! Hubby pay first, after i got my pay den i return him. Muahaha!

Why BB cream? Cause it's SH's 20th Birthday! As a gift, that's the only thing i can think of.. Haha! No matter how often she make up or not. BB cream still the best! It's work as foundation wit concealer plus moisturizer and Sun block! Multi usage! As for SX, i dint really bought her any present. Lol! What a bad sister i am! 😖
But, hopefully they will love it!
Now 1.29pm. On our way to ikea for meet SH,SX and YH! Aftermath, headed down to ah mah house for lesson! What a fruitful day! *pray hard*🙏

I love my hubby! 😍

Dec2

2011-12-02T18:51:00.001+08:00

It's been 8 months since i last updated my blog.
Soooo much things happen lately.. Don know where to start from. But things starts to be on the right path.. Thank God for everything.. ❤

2011-04-25T20:17:00.001+08:00

everything seem so wrong. whye lie? whye? dont like means dont like alr. confirm have reason de what. whye?! mann! i feel damn hurt can! seriously! i feel betrayed! seriously i feel so pissed that i wish i can be damn heartless and have a clean break up. but i cant! damn!

2010-12-12T00:35:00.004+08:00

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! SUPER DUPER UBER LONG NEVER COME HERE AND CRAP ALREADY! SUPER MISS IT MANN!

k. basically life for me is super UP and Down, i dont know Up more or Down more man! feeling super in a mess now. muahaha! mixture feeling uh.

weekday moods is like a mess la! most of it is depressing la! hahaha. not i want de eh! i try to control already k. dont say i never hor. cause i will angry! muahahah.
weekend moods is like super happy and high because of LOVE. haha.

Up coming event

My 21st birthday is coming. and it fall on 15 dec! it a wed! weekday! argh! bi wont be celebrating wit me cause he will be in TEKONG! mann! TEKONG at this time! damn it! >.> hais. but is ok la. haha. cause i know his heart is wit me! heh heh. xD

Love's 21 birthday. hmm, i also only can celebrate his birthday in advance.. his birthday falls on weekday. so yea lo.. >.> got a present in mind. haha! GUCCI MEN's WALLET! muahah! am getting it on this coming tue wit LALA. (: super looking forward uh!

ok. back to my advance celebration.. i really have no idea whats going on tomorrow. bi will plan it. but i doubt he got the time to crack him brain and think. -.- hmm. i keep telling myself that dont expect too much, but seriously i cant luh! am was super looking forward to it la! -.-

As for the present part.

so far i got two present:

One is i got my dream camera! CANON DSLR 550D! really thanks you guys uh! (SX, SH, Jerry, WX, YZ, Eric, ah di and LOVE!) :D

Two. GUCCI WALLET from LOVE! crazy boy! hahahahah! xD
(photo)

nah, this is the photo of my present from bi. ♥

birthday card from him. so sweet la! cant stand!

love it to the max la! HAHAH! seriously! muacks for eveyone! hahah!

for my live update. please visit my FACEBOOK! muahaha! sound so like advertising la! xD

ok la. stop here for now. too long will become too naggy and boring uh. so till then~

Bi, i miss you lotsa! ♥

2010-10-10T23:33:00.003+08:00

tomorrow is our 4year 2month. and yet we havin a big quarrel just now. who say 101010 is a good day leh? tsk. stupid! -.-

feeling more then utterly disappointed and hurt you know?

you have really changed. not my ideal boyfriend anymore. i am at the edge of the breaking line le. but is ok la. i just need to change to your ideal girlfriend can le. its difficult and hard too. but for our sake, i will change.

i got nothing more to say. cause no words can express my feeling right now.

T.T

2010-09-14T20:01:00.002+08:00

wah! super duper uber long never come and crap about my life...
i nearly forget about this blog of mine man! hahahhaha.

life isnt that great and smooth for me.. and. not very happening also. haha.. damn depressing la seriously.. :(

so many unhappy things had happen.. i also dont know where to start with eh..

hmm, just hope that everything is fine for love will do. :)

seem like we sort of lacking something. hmm.. what will that be huh?

2010-08-11T23:49:00.001+08:00

“老化是动物的特质，而成长才是人的可贵处。为人如果不成长，亦不过像动物渐渐老化而已。”

2010-08-05T21:45:00.002+08:00

AWESOME TRIP I HAD BEEN IN MY LIFE!

心靈的淨化, 就會得到說不出的快樂!
: D

2010-07-24T22:46:00.001+08:00

最初的心......還在嗎？

一個平凡的小故事，如果用心玩索，給人的感覺，能撼動心靈。
最初的心.... 還在嗎...

獻給每一位朋友無論處境如何代表一份祝福>

「有個老魔鬼看到人間的生活過得太幸福了，他說：「我們要去擾亂一下，要不然魔鬼就不存在了。」
他先派了一個小魔鬼去擾亂一個農夫。因為他看到那農夫每天辛勤地工作，可是所得卻少得可憐，但他還是那麼快樂，非常知足。小魔鬼就開始想，要怎樣才能把農夫變壞呢？他就把農夫的田地變得很硬，讓農夫知難而退。

那農夫敲半天，做得好辛苦，但他只是休息一下，還是繼續敲，沒有一點抱怨。小魔鬼看到計策失敗，只好摸摸鼻子回去了。
老魔鬼又派了第二個去。第二個小魔鬼想，既然讓他更加辛苦也沒有用，那就拿走他所擁有的東西吧！

那小魔鬼就把他午餐的麵包跟水偷走，他想，農夫做得那麼辛苦，又累又餓，卻連麵包跟水都不見了，這下子他一定會暴跳如雷！
農夫又渴又餓地到樹下休息，想不到麵包跟水都不見了！「不曉得是哪個可憐的人比我更需要那塊麵包跟水？

如果這些東西就能讓他得溫飽的話，那就好了。」又失敗了，小魔鬼又棄甲而逃。
老魔鬼覺得奇怪，難道沒有任何辦法能使這農夫變壞？就在這時第三個小魔鬼出來了。

他對老魔鬼講：「我有辦法，一定能把他變壞。」
小魔鬼先去跟農夫做朋友，農夫很高興地和他作了朋友。因為魔鬼有預知的能力，他就告訴農夫，明年會有乾旱，教農夫把稻種在濕地上，農夫便照做。結果第二年別人沒有收成，只有農夫的收成滿坑滿谷，他就因此而富裕起來了。
小魔鬼又每年都對農夫說當年適合種什麼，三年下來，這農夫就變得非常富有。

他又教農夫把米拿去釀酒販賣，賺取更多的錢。慢慢地，農夫開始不工作了，靠著經濟販賣的方式，就能獲得大量金錢。
有一天，老魔鬼來了，小魔鬼就告訴老魔鬼說：「您看！我現在要展現我的成果。這農夫現在已經有豬的血液了。」....只見農夫辦了個晚宴，所有富有的人都來參加；喝最好的酒，吃最精美的餐點，還有好多的僕人侍候。他們非常浪費地吃喝，衣裳零亂，醉得不省人事，開始變得像豬一樣癡肥愚蠢。
您還會看到他身上有著狼的血液。」小魔鬼又說。這時，一個僕人端著葡萄酒出來，不小心跌了一跤。

農夫就開始罵他：「你做事這麼不小心！」
唉！主人，我們到現在都沒有吃飯，餓得渾身無力。」

事情沒有做完，你們怎麼可以吃飯！」

老魔鬼見了，高興地對小魔鬼說：
唉！你太了不起！你是怎麼辦到的？」
小魔鬼說：
「我只不過是讓他擁有的比他需要的更多
而已，這樣就可以引發他人性中的貪婪。」
心若改變，你的態度跟著改變；
態度改變，你的習慣跟著改變；
習慣改變，你的性格跟著改變；
性格改變，你的人生跟著改變。

第一次看到這個故事，當時只是抱著姑且看看的心態，但在看完後帶給心裡的
震撼，卻是........

這篇文章分享給每一個在為夢想努力奮鬥的
朋友，提醒我們在努力追求夢想的同時，
千萬不要忘了最初的本心。
知足、感恩、善解、包容！

一起加油！！

呵護大自然,守護地球,從你我開始

2010-07-14T00:46:00.000+08:00

2010-07-12T23:41:00.000+08:00

困难使有些人崩溃，却使一些人出纇拔萃。考验使有些人跌倒，却使一些人翻身跳躍。 :D

2010-07-10T22:24:00.001+08:00

不看自己看得太高，因为会让你不长进。不看自己看得太低，因为会让你自暴自弃。 :)

2010-07-09T01:24:00.002+08:00

so many things happen lately.. no matter good or bad things. i have come to a conclusion..

事情在怎么不顺心,都要心存感恩。因为这是上帝给于我们学习的机会。 :)

learned when i made mistake. learn when something unhappy happens..

love you hubby. thanks alot. really treasure alot. muacks.

2010-06-29T22:18:00.003+08:00

work work work.. everyday work. but its fun you know! work with awesome people, awesome working place. haha.. and a super duper uber good de ladyboss. hiahiahia!.
i love with my work place luh. super duper uber Japanese!. ha. i wear kimono during my work. ha. for now. i work as a receptionist.. going to work as a body masseuse soon soon!. hees. :)

pictures.

Irene sis, me and Wawa sis.

me and wawa sis :)

me and Ling Ling sis

this is how i dress when i am at work.

yesterday and today mood sucks to the max.. hais. don wanna say le.. only make me boil. -.-

2010-06-18T23:54:00.002+08:00

hoo hoo. so long never blog le. lols. busy and lazy. haha xD

slacking at home chiong-ing One piece and some anime to kill time. lols.

today went to interview. lols. boss say next week then will give me answer. end up.. just now called and ask me to start work tomorrow. lols. like so so excited la! xD some more its a Japanese Spa eh. so so nice. haha. so in love with the spa itself. haha.. Working position: receptionist cum body masseuses. XD but long hour la. need to work weekend and public holidays... off on weekdays.

sad la of cause.. cant meet hubby le. sigh!. but nevermind la. haha.. very fast de hor. B.. lols. you know i know can le. muahahah. xD

Movie that i have watched..

-Ip Man 2
- Sherk forever after
- Killers
- The Karate Kid
- Prince of Persia

i think still have la. but i forgot le. lols. xD

three words speaks all. I LOVE YOU.

2010-06-03T11:59:00.002+08:00

this crazy hubby of my.. he go buy a SK diamond ring for me out of surprise. lols. he indeed is crazy! but i love him! lols.. muacks. he ask me to collect myself. whatthehell? lols.

2 june.

went interview with mei yi.. lols.. got to test my massage skill. friday will know whether am i being select not. oh man! i cant wait.. hahaha.. but my weekend will burn.. hais.. sad case! like this i cant meet hubby le.. sad x 10000000000... T.T

told mummy about the job,
ma say: you see yourself lor. later dont quarrel with alex can le..
i say: ha. dont worry la. alex will understand de. and he confirm will say, "go ahead. 5 more years you can everyday see me le cause you will officially be my wife."
ma say: siao ah.. *laugh*

-.- haha..

thanks hubby for being so so understanding. i love you. muacks. lets work hard for our future and our future lil warrior. :)

2010-05-27T20:18:00.003+08:00

a story to share. :)

Heart of Gratitude!!!

A blind boy sat on the steps of a building with a hat by his feet. He held up a sign which said: "I am blind, please help." There were only a few coins in the hat.

A man was walking by. He took a few coins from his pocket and dropped them into the hat. He then took the sign, turned it around, and wrote some words. He put the sign back so that everyone who walked by would see the new words.

Soon the hat began to fill up. A lot more people were giving money to the blind boy. That afternoon the man who had changed the sign came to see how things were. The boy recognized his footsteps and asked, "Were you the one who changed my sign this morning? What did you write?"

The man said, "I only wrote the truth. I said what you said but in a different way."

I wrote: "Today is a beautiful day but I cannot see it."

Both signs told people that the boy was blind. But the first sign simply said the boy was blind. The second sign told people that they were so lucky that they were not blind. Should we be surprised that the second sign was more effective?

Moral of the Story: Be thankful for what you have.. Be creative. Be innovative. Think differently and positively.

When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear. Keep the faith and drop the fear.

The most beautiful thing is to see a person smiling…

And even more beautiful is, knowing that you are the reason behind it!!!

Enjoy your day with a heart of gratitude.

2010-05-20T22:24:00.002+08:00

had a dream that feel warm yet sad.. i dream of ah gong.
i hugged him and tell him that we miss him.
he sayang me and said: i know. cause i miss you all too.
just a simple sentence is enough to make us drop tears..

then poof. he disappear to nowhere.

the moment i told aunts, mummy, uncle and ah mah. our tears just keep rolling down. our tears did not stop for the next 15 minutes. it just like ah gong is still with us. it just a bad nightmare. but. when we wake up, we all know that this is real.

love is back! on 18 May! but damn it! he need to book in by today. and i just come back from sembawang. send him to camp. fetched him on 18 May.. hugged and kissed him. but the feeling that ah gong was gone still remind. its never go away or reduce. so.. he try his best sayang me and cheer me up.

this two days he fetch my from work. send me home.
fetch me from work and send me home.

love. thanks for everything that you do. slowly i am walking out.. and thanks for your understanding. really thanks muacks. just love the way you treat me. i love you. ♥

2010-05-17T16:09:00.003+08:00

my first and the last photo with ah gong.
:'( should took more. hais. *regretted*

things happen too quickly. i have no time to react. especially when ah gong pass away in front of me. i really feel helpless. i dont know what to do. if i really can, i will change my life with him. i will replace him. so like that less people will feel sad or painful. i hate to see my family members parted with me. i cant take the pain.. but i have no choice. i cant cry when i want to. i scare that if i cry the rest will cry also. i have to control myself to prevent i faint or others to faint. if i faint. only left with yan yi to deal with the rest. i keep telling myself that.. and during that period.. love not with me. he had gone oversea. and i keep telling myself that i can overcome this and i need to be independence. ah mah and aunties and mummy still need me to take care of. i cant just feel hopeless and cry there.

today is already the second 7th of ah gong death anniversary. within this 100 days.. ah gong still with us. after 100th days.. ah gong wont be coming home le. must wait till dont know when. hais. we missed him like we never did it before. whenever we walk into his room. saw his photo. tears start to roll down. feel the heart being squeeze by unknown force. my dearest ah gong. just leave us like that.. now really have to treasure each and everyone who are with me. treasure before regret.

阿公，我们好想你。。我们爱你。。

love will be back tomorrow. i will treasure him more. although he not with me for the past few weeks.. he still call and sms me to check whether i am fine or not. can i still able to cope with ah gong funeral.. so thoughtful of him.. i love you. muacks.

although you are not here with me. but your sms and call had pull me tru all these. i love you. muacks. miss you like crazy..

2010-04-28T12:09:00.003+08:00

Teach.
you teach me how to love someone.
you teach me what is true love.
you teach me how to trust.
you teach me how to treasure.
you teach me how to hope.
you teach me how to be understanding.
you teach me how to care and concern of my love ones.

Love.
you love me for who i am.
you love me more then anything.

Words.
you willingly to be accept me into your life and you willing to make huge changes just for me. i am so so touched. i am happy that i am yours.. i am happy that you love me like no one has ever did. you are the only one who is truly understand what i want.. you try your very best to be there when i need you most. you are silly enough to tolerate my nonsense and you willing to walk with me. you make me a complete puzzle . without you. i am nothing. if i haven met you. i wont be someone one so special. i am special because of you. you are my one and only. you are the one i am looking for. ♥

I LOVE YOU.SIM KAH FAI

2010-04-25T00:17:00.003+08:00

yoo hoo~ so long dint come and blog le.
its been really really busy at work this few weeks right after April workshop. like never even have the time to rest sial.. So much design work need to do and almost all the dead-line are the same week. lols. mygod! am so stressed up! haha.. first time in my life i do feel so much stress.. haha.. serious leh. so stressed up. haha. and my only way to de-stress is watching anime and have maggi mee at the same time.. muahaha. and sad to say.. i got no time for that.. :( sigh.....

but seriously.. time really files like no one business.. April gonna finish le. and May coming in.. and when May comes in.. means love gonna leave for oversea le. Zz. sad leh. i dont bear uh. sobs. but no choice.. is a must luh.. T.T

lately.. can see a huge changes in love. lols. seriously is huge ok! i am not exaggerating ehh. haha.. i dont know how to explain la. but really can feel la. haha... sweet like gonna tio diabetes liao. haha.. :)

everytime when love wanna fetch me from work. he will ask me this.
love: baby, what time you knock off?
me: ohh. 5.30pm.
but end up always super duper uber late. Zz. i am sorry, my love. we all are busy preparing for the next workshop. and i find that, whenever you wanna fetch me. confirm will need to stay back late due to workshop de. haha. am so so sorry.. :(

i love you. muacks. dont worry about me when you in oversea k.. i will take good care of myself and wait for you to come back. promise to look after yourself well k.. love you. muacks.

2010-04-12T22:52:00.001+08:00

i miss you love. i am happy that no matter where am i or what i do. you will always by my side. muacks.♥

2010-04-12T22:18:00.006+08:00

11 April 2010 (扫墓）

-双林诗

beautiful right?

So calming

3rd generation.

busy busy offering.

山上 or kopi sua. this is what the eldest call la. lols.

(xin gu. what are you doin? so old le still play with fire ah?)

1st and 2nd generation.

huat ah!

(what are the adult doin when the kids are burin the offerin?)

workshop on 7 april - 9 april

-taken after 3 days workshop.

Li Qing aunt and Shao Pei sis.

me and 张医师

looks lian with make-up :(

with bro and love at cinema.. (watch How to Train Your Dragon)

blood-hood.

2010-04-06T10:41:00.002+08:00

无人可取代你在我的心的位子♥

2010-04-05T00:10:00.003+08:00

busy working lately. tired but learn alot. :)

28 March 2010:
- k session with love's camp mate.
- shop around at Marina Square.

31 March 2010:
- Town with sisters (SX and SH)
- Pizza Hut at Lucky Plaza for dinner. (angry i tell you!)

1 April 2010:
- Escape with 02-04 (love's bunk mates)

2 April 2010:
- Sentosa with the Youths.
- lunch at Roma Deli.
- shop around iluma and Bugis Junction.

pictures with up soon! stay tune~~ :)

i miss you alot too when i am with you.. haha.. do you know that? :)

2010-03-29T14:32:00.003+08:00

i feel that i am older each time i sees myself in the mirror..
i feel that time are lesser compare to the past.
i feel that i am much more happy compare to the past.
i feel that i am lesser angrier compare to the past.
i feel that i no longer need the things i needs most compare to the past.
i feel that i no longer care the things that i don really care de. as in.. heck care to those people who hurt other people's feeling.
i start to feel and can see what is right and what is wrong.
i feel that i am no longer the wan xin i myself know de. i feel that i am drifting away.. far far away from the path i knew i shouldn't go.

is this also consider i grow up bits by bits? i am confuse.. -.-

hubby. you are my oxygen. i love you. muacks.

2010-03-23T16:49:00.004+08:00

hohoho~ super duper uber long never come here and blog le. busy and lazy la. lols. attachment started le. lols. abit tired eh. but worth it la. haha.. :)

Movie i watched.

- Alice In The Wonderland.

- How To Train A Dragon

i miss you love. muacks

2010-03-09T16:47:00.000+08:00

mummy.. qi.. me.. :D

2010-03-09T09:15:00.002+08:00

love being with him~♥

2010-03-08T00:38:00.001+08:00

i wanna be deaf and mute.

2010-03-04T14:03:00.002+08:00

nothing can change my mind and heart for you. you should know better then anyone do.
so.. dont bother to fight for it. cause i am yours already silly. muacks.

2010-03-02T00:33:00.003+08:00

so much things happen lately..
i hate last week.. lols. so much quarrel.. i dont like. Zz. who like sial? but after awhile everything is back to normal. :)

thanks love for your unconditional love. muacks. really thanks for tolerating my nonsense. :) ♥

2010-02-26T07:10:00.002+08:00

hoho.. facebook still can log in sial. even i delete my account. cool!~ so.. my facebook is safe~ heh.. no facebook. life become so so boring. i just delete one day. i feel like rotting to death already. hahas..

iloveyouidiot. hohoho~ seeing you later. makes my life abit more lifely. haha

2010-02-25T01:27:00.003+08:00

facebook deleted.
friendster deleted.
tagged deleted.
wholivenearyou deleted.
myyearbook deleted.
netlog deleted.
perfspot deleted.
now left blogger..
soon will be blogger's turn.

2010-02-24T20:45:00.000+08:00

you are no different.

2010-02-22T19:04:00.000+08:00

so near yet so far.

this is how i feel right now.

2010-02-20T23:12:00.007+08:00

received on Valentine day. ♥

wah sei~ so damn long never come and blog le. lols. First of all. Happy New Year to all~

was busy during these Chinese New Year. that whye never come and blog. hmm. not really receive many ang baos but never mind la. its a blessing nia. haha. and most best thing is. i fall sick during this period of time. damn! -.-

places i visited during these CNY~

- visit love's house (i stayed overnight xD).
- visit love's relative house.
- visit ah mah's house.
- visit QX's house.
- visit 443.
- visit YK's house.
- Cause way cathay.

- Cineleisure.
- gone to Wave House.

nothing much happen uh. but i am super duper uber happy!

thanks love for your champagne rose. :) i love it. super duper uber surprise when i saw you holding it and walking towards me with a lovely smiles. muacks. appreciate it real lot. thanks. :D times with you is never enough!

2010-02-13T01:17:00.004+08:00

love

12 Jan 2010
Morning.
- suppose to present SLO de. but end up chiong until super duper uber late. so end up never go school. -.- hais.

Afternoon.
- waited at sembawang around 1 hour plus. cabby down to fetch love and Z.
- reach love's house. Z busy transferring his stuff from hard disk to love's computer.
- lunch cum dinner at Cause Way food court with both of them.

Evening.
- headed down to 313. shopped awhile jiu kena nag by love. wanna go home for his so-called-relative-reunion dinner. and ass. he bought a hat. -.-
- his gu ma's house.

Night.
- West Mall mac.
- home sweet home.

please don't return me my heart. please keep it safe. i love you. muacks. :D

2010-02-11T00:15:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 3YEAR 6MONTH ANNIVERSARY~ ♥

2010-02-10T07:44:00.001+08:00

i got back my SPEC le.. muahahaha.. xD
but. not photogenic leh. sian diao~!.

imissingyoulikecrazy~

2010-02-08T20:41:00.004+08:00

8 Jan 2010
Morning.
- dislocate my wrist.
- MC for school.
- Home Sweet Home.

7 Jan 2010
Morning.

- headed down to love's house.
- Cause Way to have breakfast cum lunch.
- Made my Spec.

Afternoon.

- City hall.

- Queenstown Shopping Center.

*Queenstown for this purpose.

Evening.

- Sembawang MRT.
- love's camp.
- skate back home from Gombak.

imissyoulove. thanks for everything you did for me. appreciate much much. muacks.
iloveyou.♥

2010-02-07T00:35:00.004+08:00

6 Jan 2010
Morning.
- send Qi to school.
- love reach my house.
- love help me with house chores.
- clean kitchen cupboard and stuff. (tired uh)

Afternoon.
- love fetched Qi.
- continuing cleaning. *spring cleaning the kitchen*
- send Qi to ah mah house.
- waited Ricardo at City Hall.
- love bought long board's wheels.
- Queenstown Shopping Centre to get his long board.

Evening.
- Bugis with his mum and brother.
- dinner at Roma deli.
- skate love's long board from Gombak to home. lols.

damn fun luh the long board!. getting mine soon. muahaha.

*fyi long board look like this.
abit like skateboard. but more easy to play with and longer then skateboard. currently learning new stun. lols.

i miss you love. thanks for everything!.

2010-02-04T01:08:00.002+08:00

我觉得我好渺小 :(

2010-02-02T23:56:00.003+08:00

make up to school for class photo. (Zzz. hate to make up. cause i lazy to remove.. fainted.)
love fetch me from school. hees. so long never fetch me already.. hoho.. just love this feeling. haha.
dinner at Roma Deli..
movie at AMK hub. :) watched Tooth Fairy.. laugh like crazy!
send love to camp.
home sweet home.

recently alot of things happen.. learned alot.. :) so happy that no matter what happen. there will be someone for me. no matter who.. haha.. i am glad and contented. thanks many many .. :D

i love you hubby. muacks. although we quarrel quite alot lately. but somehow we drew nearer then before. muacks. thanks for your understanding love. :)

2010-02-02T00:57:00.000+08:00

BBQ on Sat.

NUH on Mon.

i will learn no matter what it takes me. cause i love you.♥

2010-02-01T10:02:00.000+08:00

you are mine sunshine ♥~

2010-01-31T11:45:00.003+08:00

30 Jan 2010

mac for breakfast with love.
love's house.
accompany love go take stuff.
love's house.
lunch at Causeway food court.
help out for BBQ.
BBQ.
home sweet home.

31 Jan 2010

love go photo shooting with his family.
i stayed at home and rot. :(
after photo shoot love will go celebrate his batch boy birthday at Clark Quay.

to be continue...

do you know how i feel today? my mood is mixed feeling. i doubt you will know.

2010-01-29T17:24:00.003+08:00

polyclinic with val.

my medicine. -.-

idislikeyourm****r! .everytimebecauseofherwequarrel. ihaveenoughlelo!. dontmakemedoit. thanks!

2010-01-29T00:41:00.003+08:00

28 Jan 2010

meet love cause he got liberty. so shoik! haha.. cause super duper uber miss him. haha.. and liberty save me.. haha..

stayed at home for project. :)

exam coming soon.
CNY coming soon.
attachment coming soon.
grad soon soon~ wee~~

27 Jan 2010

yesterday before go home. E hub with mei yi. tried a spectacle.

-wan xin: eh. nice hor? haha.. cute leh.. only $98 nia sial!
-mei yi: eh. (giggle) you wear le look like porn star. xD
-wan xin: Zzz. is that a compliment?
-mei yi: keep giggling away.
-wan xin: -.-

no matter what happen, i will always by your side to support you and give you courage. love you deep deep. muacks. imissyou ♥

2010-01-27T21:33:00.001+08:00

没有你就好像忘了要怎么呼吸。

i miss you love.

2010-01-25T23:19:00.001+08:00

sentosa with love, jerry and yk..

iluma.

ah mah house.

end..

photo will upload soon soon. :)

i miss you love. take care during mission. muacks. i will wait for you..

2010-01-24T00:18:00.000+08:00

SAGITTARIUS -

The Promiscuous One Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found.. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever.. Loves deeply but at times will not show it, feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones with all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.

kinda true luh. lol

2010-01-23T23:09:00.005+08:00

23 Jan 10

me and mummy

Morning love smsed me.. lol.. damn early! was around 8 if i not wrong. i was sleeping like pig. haha.. last night very late then sleep mah. so when reply him got a blurr blurr. haha.. alot of typo.. >.<

Afternoon accompany mummy to West Mall, Jurong Point and IMM. breakfast cum lunch at Jurong east kopitiam.

love meet us at IMM and Pa fetch us home.

443.

learned alot thru this lesson. :)

when i saw you. i feel so-like-puking and wanna go up and spit on your face. damn gross! -.-

oh yes! tomorrow go sentosa.. muahahah! like-so-finally~ :)

imissyoulove. time with you is never enough! muacks.

2010-01-22T20:15:00.000+08:00

你的行为让我很恶心!

你没有资格讲我。看一下你的孩子的行为才来讲。

你以为你的孩子很乖啊？拜托啦。好心你啦。查清楚了才来讲别人啦。-o-

超没品的。

2010-01-21T22:06:00.002+08:00

steamboat with grands at Quality Hotel. oh i am full!
muahahah!.

imissyoupreicous~

2010-01-21T00:57:00.002+08:00

healing in process...

not to worry uh.. lol.. but you all are awesome. :) thanks god to have you all by my side. let me know that i am not alone. :)

imissyouidiot!

2010-01-19T23:39:00.003+08:00

everything seem back to normal. but you won't feel the pain in me.

today had breakfast at woodland mac with valerie. then bussed down to tampines. headed to school.

(whole of today is with valerie.)

after school, orchard and 313 with valerie.

bussed home. : )

i miss you.. miss till wanna die le. do you feel the same as me?

2010-01-17T23:24:00.005+08:00

哈哈！好一句 “有你没有你是一样的和我会当做没有生过你。”

如果是这样那你这么生气做什么？

如果是这样那你为什么要我回来帮你照顾，做家务？那又为什么她不在又要吃我煮的？

不会自己煮啊？不会就学啊。你不是很厉害？

说我没有做家务。那你有吗？哦！我都忘了你很忙的。做完工回来又要忙你的游戏。。

要讲气话就想一想先才来讲。 - 。-'l'

2010-01-17T22:31:00.003+08:00

我觉得我渐渐的慢慢的离开我原本要走的路。

我好不想走回，因为我觉得好辛苦。可是。。我怕后果很严重。我很怕死。哈哈

我的内心好挣扎。

我好想放弃。可是我不甘愿。

咳~ 我没有办法去冷静。没办法单纯去想要如何去解决。因为我好复杂。好乱。

我需要鼓励。我只会鼓励别人，不会鼓励自己。

需要答案。所以请不要回答说“这个还需要问吗？你应该很清楚不是吗？” 我已经渐渐的迷失我的方向了。

2010-01-17T00:48:00.002+08:00

16 jan 2019
1 - love's house.
2 - Causeway point for breakfast cum lunch.
3 - ikea (queenstown) with love.
4 - Queenstown shopping centre with love.
5 - jurong east kopitiam for dinner.
6 - 456.
7 - home.

no matter how hard. its still wont't change your view.. i am tired...

ohmygod! i cant believe that i miss you so so much ever since last week? crazy of me. lol.. when i am with you. i am missing you too. fainted!.. i love you. muacks.

2010-01-15T23:41:00.002+08:00

wah sei! so damn long didn't come and blog le. blog so dead.
nothing happen recently. so not much things to blog too.

so let me blog about today(15 jan 2010) ba.

-school.

-meet love as he having his medical check. end up he lazy to go. as he decided to watch movie. whatthehell~

-watched Vampire's Assistant..
not bad la. but the ending can faint. lol...
(when i was in secondary school. i love his books sial!. Darren Shan. so when this movie is up. i keep pester love to bring me watch. haha. after watched, i prefer books. books are better and more more interesting. lol.)

-headed home for steam boat.

hais. i don't know whye my heart and body cant synchronize.. -.-.. heart think this way. body do other way. >.< (sickandtiredalreadywannagiveupbutitsstilltooearlytogiveup.)
i miss you even when i am with you.

2010-01-10T23:59:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 3YEAR 5MONTH ANNIVERSARY.~

iloveyou!

2010-01-10T22:56:00.001+08:00

aw! so fast sunday le. sian man!.

i miss you. and i hate sunday~! i cant bare to leave you. roar!

2010-01-09T23:50:00.005+08:00

7 jan 10
meet up with val and von. headed down to ION and 313. window shopping till drop.

me, von and val.. (9 years of sisterhood)

my zha bo

von..

8 jan 10
meet val. headed down to roma, iluma and village.

9 jan 10
ah mah house with mum and sis.
meet up with love and headed down to 313, bugis and iluma.
bought lotsa stuff. shop till drop again. lol..

saw meiyi and mable. :)

i love you. muacks. cant wait for CNY! house visit with you.. collect ang bao with you.. :) with you. everything so awesome. so so inlovewithyou. muacks

2010-01-09T00:03:00.000+08:00

power!

2010-01-06T23:30:00.000+08:00

oh no!. nothing to blog uh. -.-

imissyou!

2010-01-04T21:24:00.004+08:00

pictures took on last day of 2009~

kena draw on my hand. lol

drawn by me.

New Year wishes~

count down..

the girls

wee~

the guys

经典!

us~ and a friendly ang mo..

sisters for life~

2010-01-03T13:15:00.004+08:00

sian uh! tomorrow school reopen le. fainted!. i still having my holiday mood uh! oh man! hate it!!. ROAR~!!

hmm. let's me post about the past few weeks.

31 dec 09
- count down with SX, SH, SX, PW, YH, WX, WC, SY, YC, my brother, me and love. at Esplanade. FireWork!
damn pack!. regretted right after the firework! roar! tonned till next morning. lol.

1 jan 10
- don't remember what we did le. lol.. xD

2 jan 10
- morning bank with mummy and love.
-AVATAR 3D. (not bad. haha. but i would prefer 2D. haha. very troublesome..)

3 jan 10
-have religion class...

to be continue..

i love you. muacks. thanks for accompanying this few days. loves~!

2010-01-03T08:49:00.001+08:00

no time to blog uh!. -.-
come back again later. i say later! means i will blog later! muahahaha

2009-12-30T22:50:00.001+08:00

done by hui qi. :)
really appreciate it alot!..
i love my 家 also.. :)

2009-12-30T00:16:00.004+08:00

我想我前世欠你的。所以现在要还你。
我要学会不要把你的废话放在心上。这样我就不会生气。哈哈。我觉得你非常非常的无聊，所以你才会惹我生气。我也要学会甘愿接受。。哈哈。这是我要学习的地方。希望你能多多指教。

love, next time please listen finish before comment. i hate your holy talk before i finish. please bare in mind. thank you. muacks.

2009-12-28T16:23:00.002+08:00

something to share.

在日本，有一個小女孩曾經非常地自卑，因為她的聲音很嗲！很沙啞！很難聽也很奇怪！甚至怪到沒有人願意跟她做朋友，並嘲笑她。
她曾因此非常難過，覺得自己一定是個失敗品，覺得老天對她太不公平了！
後來，他當了舞台劇的演員，才稍稍找回了點自尊。
很巧地，當時日本有個漫畫家叫藤子不二雄，他的漫畫小叮噹（哆啦A夢）非常受歡迎，正準備拍成卡通片。偶爾間，他聽到了那女子的聲音，便找了她來試音，她好訝異！居然會有人看上她那引以為恥的聲音？！後來，讓她的出乎意料地，她的聲音居然在該部卡通中大受歡迎！跌破了當年許多因她的聲音而嫌棄她的人的眼鏡。
這個女孩子是誰？
她，就是現在卡通片中那隻機器貓----小叮噹（哆啦A夢）的日語版配音員！她那曾經讓自己自卑不已，讓她交不到朋友的「怪聲音」，居然隨著該部卡通傳到了世界各地，成為眾多小朋友們爭相模仿、聆聽的「悅音」。
過去她所埋怨的，竟成了今日她所引以為榮的，總之，她再也不覺得自己是個老天爺失敗的作品了！
上帝是全能的嗎？
我想答案是肯定的。
一個全能的造物主難道會造出失敗的作品嗎？
想當然爾不可能！
依此邏輯推斷，我們都是上帝造的，所以，我們都不可能會是「失敗品」！
因為全能的主是不會也不可能做出失敗品的！
世上每一顆樹、每一隻鳥、每一個人…都是祂的精心傑作，都各有其特色，都各有其不同的價值，都各有其不同的功用，都蘊藏有祂的美?
親愛的朋友，上帝的手中沒有失敗品！
每一個人都可以是最棒的，
都是上帝的精心之作，
除非他(她)尚未開始善用自己的恩賜、特質。
【上帝的小叮嚀】
凡神所造的物都是好的。

so, after i read it. i dont feel i am a 失敗的作品.. :)
love also tell me. Every human being are Champion. you go think and you will know whye. :)

2009-12-28T15:52:00.002+08:00

youth camp was great. lol. have enjoyed myself and make a few new friends.. most of my new friends come from Malaysia. :) and they are full of energy and they are fun! ahaha. hope next year can see them again.. :)

me and niu niu

me and qi qi.

please take care yourself love. muacks.

2009-12-23T11:59:00.002+08:00

wedding dress (dance version)

wedding dress (concert version)

2009-12-23T00:15:00.001+08:00

Look Only At Me MV

2009-12-23T00:07:00.000+08:00

Prayer

2009-12-23T00:01:00.000+08:00

Taeyang rocks!

Where U At?

2009-12-22T23:11:00.002+08:00

nice~ : ) enjoy~

Wedding Dress

2009-12-21T23:46:00.004+08:00

today never really celebrate love's birthday. just go Roma Deli have lunch and iluma walk walk then Z come and meet us. still have time to jin jin's birthday celebration. so we go pool fusion to play pool.. after pool. we go Bukit Merah Mac to celebrate jin jin's birthday (22 dec is the actual day)

Z and love...

Mr Z...

haha. Z is a pool freak.

me and birthday boy.. haha..

loves..

omg! so gay.. hold hands to cut cake. lol

jin jin and hubby making birthday wishes..

i love you. muacks.

2009-12-19T01:30:00.002+08:00

just finish gift wrapping.. muahaha. 1st time give aunts gift. heh.. father, mother, brother and sister also have. haha.. : )

i love you. muacks. you are mine everything.. : )

2009-12-17T22:50:00.004+08:00

headed down to The Cathay. suppose to meet Z and his wife to be. lol but then, we never really meet dao. hmm they eat. we also eat. but at different place uh. so ya.. they heading down to Paragon to get x'mas present. so we go watch movie and walk walk around. after that. Home Sweet Home.

this is the movie we watch. not bad uh.. : )

today i really really super duper uber happy! especially on the train when going to ah mah house. haha! damn damn funny luh! muacks. thanks for today.. thanks love. muacks. i love you. muacks.

2009-12-17T00:23:00.002+08:00

me and lovely hubby

today fetch love home. haha.. wanna go watch movie de. but when he book out. the time already very late le. so we headed down to summerset to walk walk. after that have a drink at the coffee bean... : )

hubby~

i don't know whye.. to me.. he is like everything. lol. when i am with him. even though i will angry. also angry for awhile only.. though he not really can understand my feelings or what i have gone thru. he just gave me lotsa support.. that is whye i so so love him. haha.. muacks..

i love you hubby~

2009-12-16T12:43:00.004+08:00

Old folks home

yesterday visit the old folks home. Zzz. i cried.. super heart pain. you see le. you will know what i am feeling le. hmm.. so sad k. those dare to put them in the home. you put them there and let them die? hais.. i don't know how to say uh. some more all chinese. wth! make us like so 不孝. next time don't regret that your kids put you in there. Zzz.
fish pond in the folks home. lol..

me and Kerina. Zzz. my face so so big. lol

me and Rachael.

me and Mei Yi

Ms Eng and Ms Ng.(both my favorite adviser)

hmm. never celebrate my birthday.. lol. birthday are lame.. to me la. lol. but sweet is that. my girls sang me birthday song. in the folks home. lol. make me so touch and pai sei la. lol...

open facebook. wah sei! saw those birthday wishes from friends.. i super duper uber touch uh! 1st time in my life.. received so many wishes.. haha.. so so happy uh!

yesterday love got liberty. haha.. so.. he accompany me eat dinner then off to his house. then mother-in-law gave me ang bao. lol. after that off he go -.-. but still better then nothing la. lol. he is the 1st one to give me present.. E72~~lol..

hubby~

my best birthday present i ever get. lol.

reached ah mah house. Di yi gave me present too. lol.. 1 set of facial product from my uncle's company. she bought from him. and it damn damn expensive uh. lol. peng yi and ah mah gave me ang pao too. lol..

and thats for yesterday...

Z wished me too.. and he say something about birthday thingy. haha.. can really see that he is a sweet and lovely romantic macho mature guy. lol!!

wanna know who is Z? lol..

Z is one of love's camp mates and buddy.. this year. he is 23 year old. everyone call him old man. lol .and i call him bro/chi ko pek. >.<.. he is attached.. and he is a damn pro pool player. lol.. every liberty. he will jio love and some camp mates go play pool. lol. pool freak uh. haha he also a lamer uh lol. we can fight! haha.. he got those 男人的魅力. haha.. you cant keep your eyes off him uh. (but i can. haha) alots of girls keep looking at him and love. lol.. best partner uh. haha.. they both the taste is different. lol. as in.. the feeling they give you. haha.. how to say neh... hmmm.. you ask me. then i tell you. haha!!

thanks for your movie and birthday wishes.. : )

i miss you! faster come back k!

2009-12-14T23:48:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF.

lol.

lonely as always.. -.-

2009-12-14T23:10:00.001+08:00

hmm.. i feel that. i very 讨人厌· i don't know whye i feel that. Zzz.

sigh..

2009-12-14T00:01:00.003+08:00

my new hair style. hees.

today was fun!
actually wanna go sentosa de. but end up never go.. something crop up. -.-then in the end. go his house. prepare le then go ah mah house to cut hair then off we go.. reached Roma Deli. have our lunch. then go iluma watch 风云. (bloody not nice. don't watch. damn waste money! super duper uber lame i tell you!. story line. damn lame. -.- ) then after that walk walk awhile. then bought present for Jerry and Jin Jin. lol. four Dec baby. including me and love. and overall i love today alot alot!. haha. like oh-so-finally can really go out with love. and we play through out the journey. muahahah!

bought present for love. 2 t-shirt. and 1 DIY 三国公仔 for his birthday. i early give him.. lol. no surprise at all Zzz.. not like him.. give me a BIG BIG surprise! really big uh!.

i love you hubby. muacks. thanks for everything! really appreciate alot alot uh! miss you!.

2009-12-12T00:33:00.003+08:00

know what know what?! LOL..
love bought me a present for my Anniversary cum Birthday cum X'mas de. lol. know what he bought me? lol. he bought me E 72! what the hell! i was like damn damn shock k! lol.. i am happy uh. he so so sweet k. lol! a very very big surprise! HAHAH!!

he bought me that. cause. he knew my phone drop inside the drain. -.- and my phone damn lag uh. fainted!. -.-

i love you!. i am damn happy! thanks to you! much much appreciate.!

2009-12-11T12:31:00.006+08:00

my birthday coming soon le. sigh. no one gonna celebrate with me. what the hell!. lol. but never mind uh. it's not first time le. haha.. getting used to it. is a very simple task.. lol..

i wan surprise. i love surprise. i don't know whye either. lol. surprise make me happy. haha.. make meexcited. lol.. but of cause.. i don't want those bad surprise la. i will die. haha!..

thanks for accompanying me when i am alone. :)

today is me and love de 3year 4month anniversary. haha.. although we are not celebrating but i still feel happy. haha.. we have come these far eh!. : )

yesh! finally you are booking out! i miss you like hell uh!. you know you know? lol.

2009-12-10T18:10:00.000+08:00

ENJOY WHAT WE HAVE !
Life doesn't need to be perfect & rich..just enjoy what we have..

In the picture, just look at their condition.. no place to sleep, still they have
made some space for chicken and dog... water pouring from the roof but still
each 1 of them have a peaceful smile on their face.. Simply amazing!!!!!

The happiest people in the world are not those who have no problems,
but those who learn to live with things that are less than perfect.
Keep Smiling Always.

2009-12-10T01:20:00.002+08:00

today. i am ah belle de therapist. muahahah!.. it's fun. but tiring uh. -.-
Ms Eng say.. today what happen to you all? whye never move your body?
then i was like. how to move sial? Zzz. feel xin ku uh. but. i still manage to move my body. muahaha. did on 4 people today. haha. i am shag ok!. shag neck ah. lol. xD.. C say my strength is nice. lol. but i am abit fast. i know. i am fast. lol. cause i am tired le. wanna faster get over it. haha.
HT also say nice. ah belle also say. muahahaha!.. so now. most important things is.. try to slow down my movement and.. move my body.. haha.. xD

gonna try on love. muahahah!

i miss you.

2009-12-08T22:40:00.003+08:00

today have BDM. so. i am ah bell de model. damn shiok i tell you!. super uh! have back massage!. she is damn skilled ok!. tomorrow will be my turn to be her therapist. heh.. hope i will do a good job for her.

i miss you like hell. you know? muacks.

2009-12-08T00:37:00.000+08:00

hais. no comment!. -.-

i need you. faster come back..

2009-12-06T16:30:00.004+08:00

yesterday watched New Moon with love. damn boring uh!. i yesterday then know that i don't like this kind of love story. -.- they keep talking and talking and talking. talk until i wanna sleep le. talk so slow some more. Zzz. not much fighting scene. damn damn damn!. boring uh.. Zzz. but love find it ok. fainted! i don't know whye he like. not exciting at all. Zzz. maybe different taste ba. lol.

watch Mulan. not bad! i like. i cried like hell! damn nice. go watch k!. hahahaha.

please get away from my mind. thank you!. : )

i love you. don't doubt on me. muacks. loves~

2009-12-06T00:37:00.003+08:00

no matter how hard i try. it's no use. so.. what's the point?
i can't possible totally change. you can take it not? if you cant. how am i gonna take it?
not like i don't know what i am doing leh. Zzz.
i know and i am aware of it..
so. please.. give me some freedom.. i won't overboard.. trust me.

i miss you alot alot. you won't know how much i missed you. i needed you like no one have before. you know mah? please. trust me. like how i am learning to trust you. don't give that look again. i am scare. you know? are you aware of it? my heart sank with your face eh.. Zzz. i love you. and i really do. muacks. please don't doubt on my love. my heart like riding roller coaster like that. the higher my heart goes. the fear is greater then the height uh. never mind. i also don't know what i am typing. -.-

2009-12-04T23:17:00.001+08:00

lately so happening. lol. : )

oh yes! faster dec 17~!! hehe... love got long long holiday. muahahahaha!

i am excited! i cant wait. muacks. loves~

2009-11-30T23:48:00.002+08:00

actually won't late for school de. but end up still late.. i miss one buss and one train.. Zzz. eh up. damn late. wth!. finish school at 5.. love outside classroom waiting for me. heh heh.. like so damn long never fetch me back from school le.. haha.. finish changing in the school toilet.. we headed down to Somerset. Cathay for Ninja Assassin.

not bad.. but kinda gross la.. lol.. then walk around at Orchard Ion with love.. haha.. his 1st time there.. : ) go Pull & Bear.. Ace not there.. haha.. so walk around then headed down to Sembawang... Z was there waiting for love.. lol.. book in together.. lol..

end of today... : )

i am tired!.. *yawn* -o-

i miss you even when i am with you.. do you feel the same as me? : )

2009-11-28T22:49:00.000+08:00

i miss you! : (

2009-11-27T15:13:00.001+08:00

slowly rotting away bits by bits....

argh! i can't stand anymore.. i want you by my side!! :(

2009-11-26T22:33:00.002+08:00

-finish school at 3..
-headed straight home.. ( i am a good girl k.)

love smsed me.
♥ say: i now on my way to beach road with Z. gonna buy stuff for tomorrow mission.
i say: then. can i go find you? i miss you lot lot eh..
♥ say: i scare later i cant send you back. but.. i also wanna see you..
i say: dont worry.. i can go back myself. so.. do you want me to go down?
♥ say: if not troublesome for you. then ok..
i say: lol. where will troublesome? ok.. preparing...
♥ say: ok. wait for you.. be careful k. muacks. love.

-reach Beach Road. finish his stuff and dinner at Roma Deli.
-played pool with Z.
-NDU.
-Home sweet Home.

that's for today... : )

i miss you love. be careful during your mission.. wait for you to come back.

xia0xin

Sisters❤

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